Today was a bit better than yesterday. MADE myself get out of bed and into work at a reasonable hour, and only cried for a few minutes before taking a deep breath and diving into the grind. Im in a corner pod, so nobody sees me unless they're standing right there. I know what the problem is ...hormones. Think I need to schedule an appt. with my doc to discuss the horrible mood swings and crying jags that are coming with age. Sigh..... Still feel like I've done nothing productive with my life,,but I guess I'll have to deal with that and figure out how to correct it.
Found an error in my commissions today. I got credit for something I didn't do, and although it would've never been discovered, I moped for about 20 minutes, then took it to a manager. Had to show him the error and explain WHY it was an error so that it would be corrected before my commission check was cut. It cost me a little over 500.00 ,,,but at least I can live with myself. Still,,I've been thinking about it all day. It's not the money...it's really not. It's the fact that I sit next to the biggest snake in the place, who makes money hand over fist by cheating the system, and never bats an eyelash. As a matter of fact, she gets pats on the back constantly by management, and I just want to scream at them to wake up and smell the toast burning. There's probably a story just like this in The Bible somewhere, and I should probably be glad I'm not a snake. Maybe I'll crack the Good Book tonite and be humbled.
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It's funny you mentioned this ... I got doubly paid by an insurance company last month ... cancelled a life insurance policy and they were kind enough to refund every single dime I'd paid in ... they reversed debits, placing nearly $500 back into my checking account .... and lo and behold, in the mail, I receive a similar amount in the form of a cashier's check made out to moi ............ ummm ..... uhhhh ....... eeeeee ..... so I called my agent, bringing the error to his attention ..... and ended up shredding the check .... (ouch). But like you said, I can live with myself ... but man, that money would have come in handy.
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Lub ya, friend. Hang in there ... the snake will get what's comin to her ..........
I agree, at least you can sleep at night.
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